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Notes from Underground

  And, indeed, I will ask on my own account here, an idle question: which is better—cheap happiness or exalted sufferings? Well, which is better?---Fyodor Dostoevsky ---Notes from Underground Fyodor Dostoevsky ---Notes from Underground Even now, so many years later, all this is somehow a very evil memory. I have many evil memories now, but ... hadn’t I better end my “Notes” here? I believe I made a mistake in beginning to write them, anyway I have felt ashamed all the time I’ve been writing this story; so it’s hardly literature so much as a corrective punishment.  Why, to tell long stories, showing how I have spoiled my life through morally rotting in my corner, through lack of fitting environment, through divorce from real life, and rankling spite in my underground world, would certainly not be interesting; a novel needs a hero, and all the traits for an anti-hero are expressly gathered together here, and what matters most, it all produces an unpleasant impression, for we are...

Hope

To be human is to be a miracle of evolution conscious of its own miraculousness — a consciousness beautiful and bittersweet, for we have paid for it with a parallel awareness not only of our fundamental improbability but of our staggering fragility, of how physiologically precarious our survival is and how psychologically vulnerable our sanity. To make that awareness bearable, we have evolved a singular faculty that might just be the crowning miracle of our consciousness: hope.-- Erich Fromm


Taste of cherry (1997)

 



There are plenty of miserablist films about suicide. Why does this one have such power? It is partly because Badii never invites sympathy or compassion in any conventional way: watching Taste of Cherry I feel gripped; I feel scared, but I don't feel sad – or not exactly. And it is partly because of the implications of what he has in mind. We think of suicidal people as desperate, so desperate, that they don't care who finds their body. But Badii does not want to be discovered; he wants his body never to be found; he wants his suicide to be a secret. He wants utter self-annihilation, and the pathos and wretchedness of his self-directed conspiracy are gripping.
Abbas Kiarostami's haunting and mysterious Taste of Cherry won the Palme d'Or at Cannes in 1997; I first watched it a couple of years after that. A drawn, careworn but handsome and elegant Iranian man called Badii, played by the Iranian actor Homayoun Ershadi, drives around a stark Beckettian landscape in his Range Rover. He is looking for someone to help him take his own life. Badii never behaves in an obviously wretched or despairing manner; there are no cries or tears, and he never reveals the reason for what he intends to do.




The opening sequence is hypnotic, and unforgettably disturbing. We see Badii driving around Tehran's itinerant labour markets, looking for someone, sizing up the men he sees on street corners. They crowd round his car, puzzled, peering directly into the camera, asking if he wants men. "You want workers? Take one! Take two!" But something about these men displeases Badii and he drives on, up into the hills, where his ears prick up at the sound of a young man arguing on a payphone with his girlfriend about money. Badii starts to speak to this man, making small talk, with the slightly curt, coercive tone of a police officer.




What on earth does Badii want? Trade? Sex? He has the hunted look of someone looking for a prostitute, and this young man clearly suspects as much, telling him to be on his way or he will "smash his face in". Bizarrely, ironically, this same young man is to make a tiny cameo appearance in Badii's life at the very end of the film, a brilliantly understated moment.

Later, Badii will pick up a young soldier, doing his national service; he drives him to the shallow grave he has dug in a remote hillside, and reveals to this stunned squaddie the awful proposition. The plan is that later that night Badii will take a fatal dose of pills and lie in the grave waiting for death. The soldier merely has to come back at dawn, check that he's dead, and then bury him: just 20 shovelfuls of earth will do it. The man would then find a handsome cash payment waiting for him in the car.
I will never know what to think about the final scene of Taste of Cherry. Anticlimactic? Evasive? Yes, perhaps. But also incomparably strange, self-aware, and somehow very moving.

 

https://www.theguardian.com/film/filmblog/2012/apr/13/curzon-on-demand-taste-of-cherry



    1. Release date: March 20, 1998 (USA)
      Director: Abbas Kiarostami
      Screenplay: Abbas Kiarostami
      Cinematography: Homayun Payvar
      Languages: PersianFrenchItalian
      Distributed by: Curzon FilmZeitgeist Films


The "Taste" of Life

    1. The title refers to the small, sensory pleasures that make existence bearable. Mr. Bagheri’s monologue is the emotional core of the film; he doesn't use grand religious or philosophical arguments, but rather points to the "taste of cherries" (or mulberries, in his case), the sunrise, and the sight of children going to school as sufficient reasons to stay alive.

The Mystery of the Individual

    1. Kiarostami famously refuses to give Badii a "backstory." We never learn why he wants to die. This lack of context forces the viewer to focus on the existential weight of the decision rather than the psychological cause. Badii tells the seminarian, "You can understand my pain, but you cannot feel it."

Landscape as Reflection

    1. The film is dominated by the beige, barren, and dusty landscapes of the Tehran hills. The winding roads and the constant presence of construction and falling earth serve as a visual metaphor for Badii's internal state—a man caught between the earth he came from and the grave he is digging.

















The Controversial Ending (Spoilers)

    1. The film ends with Badii lying in his grave during a thunderstorm. The screen fades to total black for an extended period. Suddenly, the film breaks into grainy, handheld video footage of the film crew (including Kiarostami himself) and soldiers relaxing on the hillside during the production.

      Interpretations of the Ending:

      • The "Coda" of Life: Some see it as a reminder that "life goes on" regardless of one individual's fate.

      • Breaking the Fourth Wall: By showing the "making of" the film, Kiarostami reminds the audience that this was just a story, perhaps providing a "release" from the oppressive tension of Badii's journey.

      • Spiritual Rebirth: Some critics suggest the switch from the drab film stock to the vibrant video symbolizes a transition to an afterlife or a new state of being.














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