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Notes from Underground

  And, indeed, I will ask on my own account here, an idle question: which is better—cheap happiness or exalted sufferings? Well, which is better?---Fyodor Dostoevsky ---Notes from Underground Fyodor Dostoevsky ---Notes from Underground Even now, so many years later, all this is somehow a very evil memory. I have many evil memories now, but ... hadn’t I better end my “Notes” here? I believe I made a mistake in beginning to write them, anyway I have felt ashamed all the time I’ve been writing this story; so it’s hardly literature so much as a corrective punishment.  Why, to tell long stories, showing how I have spoiled my life through morally rotting in my corner, through lack of fitting environment, through divorce from real life, and rankling spite in my underground world, would certainly not be interesting; a novel needs a hero, and all the traits for an anti-hero are expressly gathered together here, and what matters most, it all produces an unpleasant impression, for we are...

Hope

To be human is to be a miracle of evolution conscious of its own miraculousness — a consciousness beautiful and bittersweet, for we have paid for it with a parallel awareness not only of our fundamental improbability but of our staggering fragility, of how physiologically precarious our survival is and how psychologically vulnerable our sanity. To make that awareness bearable, we have evolved a singular faculty that might just be the crowning miracle of our consciousness: hope.-- Erich Fromm


Amarcord (1973)




"I Remember"

Federico Fellini’s Masterpiece

Released in 1973, Amarcord is a dreamlike mosaic of 1930s Italy. It is a world where memory and fantasy collide in a small seaside town under the shadow of Fascism. 

'If ever there was a movie made entirely out of nostalgia and joy, by a filmmaker at the heedless height of his powers, that movie is Federico Fellini’s “Amarcord.” '

The title means “I remember” in the dialect of Rimini, the seaside town of his youth, but these are memories of memories, transformed by affection and fantasy and much improved in the telling. Here he gathers the legends of his youth, where all of the characters are at once larger and smaller than life -- flamboyant players on their own stages.

“Amarcord” is Fellini’s final great film. The other masterpieces are La Strada,” “Nights of Cabiria,” “La Dolce Vita,” 8 1/2 and “Juliet of the Spirits.” He made other films of consequence, including “Il Bidone,” “Fellini's Roma,” “Fellini Satyricon,”Casanova and “The Clowns,” but those six titles show him in the full flood of his talent.

 All of his films are autobiographical in one way of another -- feeding off of his life, his fantasies, his earlier films -- and from them a composite figure takes shape, of a hustler on the make, with a rakish hat and a victorious grin, spinning delight out of thin air, entranced by dreams of voluptuous temptresses, restrained by Catholic guilt -- a ringmaster in love with the swing dance tempos of the ‘40s and ‘50s, who liked to organize his characters into processions and parades.




At the center is an overgrown young adolescent, the son of a large, loud family, who is dizzied by the life churning all around him -- the girls he idealizes, the tarts he lusts for, the rituals of the village year, the practical jokes he likes to play, the meals that always end in drama, the church’s thrilling opportunities for sin and redemption, and the vaudeville of Italy itself -- the transient glories of grand hotels and great ocean liners, the play-acting of Mussolini’s fascist costume party.

“Amarcord” is like a long dance number, interrupted by dialogue, public events and meals. It is constructed like a guided tour through a year in the life of the town, from one spring to the next. There are several narrators, including an old rummy-dummy who visibly forgets his lines, and a professor who lectures us learnedly on the town’s historical precedents. 




The town itself is a character. We meet the buxom Gradisca (Magali Noel), who runs a beauty parlor and parades her innocent carnality and her red fur hat past the inflamed local men ; and Titta (Bruno Zanin), who finds Gradisca beyond his reach but boldly offers to show the voluptuous proprietor of the tobacco shop that he is such a man he can lift her off her feet; and “Ronald Colman,” who runs the local cinema; and Titta’s father (Armando Brancia), who rules the family table with what is intended to be an iron hand; and Titta’s mother (Pupella Maggio), who offers to kill herself more or less daily because of her husband’s idiocy; and her brother, who vainly trains his hair beneath a net and focuses on his meals with a hypnotic concentration; and the local priest, obsessed with whether the boys touch themselves; and all of Titta’s playmates, who gather for enthusiastic mutual touchings of self.

Every day brings a drama. Every summer the family liberates Uncle Teo from the local asylum for a picnic in the country, and this year while they are distracted he climbs a tree and refuses to come down, moaning “I want a woman!” like a lovesick bull. He throws apples at those who try to climb up to him, and finally the family sends to the asylum for help, and a midget nun arrives to order Teo down. This nun wears a headdress so exaggerated we never see her face, and form an instant opinion that she is, in fact, a man.









A Cinematic Visionary

Federico Fellini (1920–1993) redefined cinema as a medium of dreams. From the gritty streets of Italian Neorealism to the opulent, baroque spectacles of his later career, he crafted a world where memory and desire collide.

"Film is not just about telling a story, but about capturing the elusive texture of human experience."


Few filmmakers managed to turn the interior chaos of the human psyche into such an opulent, grand-scale spectacle as Federico Fellini.

While his roots lay firmly in the gritty realism of post-WWII Italy, he famously broke away from it, deciding that reality is far less interesting than the way memory, fantasy, and desire reshape it. Fellini’s cinema became a genre unto itself: a baroque, carnivalesque world where the sacred and the profane rub shoulders on a daily basis.


The Evolution of a Visionary

Fellini’s filmography reads like an ongoing autobiography, moving steadily outward from standard narrative structures toward pure, dreamlike association.

1. The Neo-Realist Roots & The Trilogies of Loneliness

Fellini cut his teeth writing for Roberto Rossellini (Rome, Open City). His early directorial efforts still carried that gritty social conscience, but with an added layer of poetic melancholia.

  • The Masterwork: La Strada (1954)

  • The Core Theme: Human isolation and the desperate, often tragic search for spiritual grace. Through characters like Gelsomina and Zampanò, Fellini explored the margins of society with deep empathy, winning his first of four competitive Best Foreign Language Film Oscars.

2. The Turning Point: La Dolce Vita (1960)

This was the clean break. Moving into the glittering, decaying high society of Rome's Via Veneto, Fellini crafted an episodic fresco of a culture obsessed with celebrity and hollow pleasure. It didn't just capture a moment; it coined terms that altered the cultural lexicon—introducing the word paparazzo (named after a photographer in the film) and cementing the archetype of the disillusioned modern intellectual in Marcello Mastroianni.

3. Pure Jungian Dreamscape: (1963)

Facing a severe bout of director's block after La Dolce Vita, Fellini did the most radical thing possible: he made a movie about a director suffering from director's block. Deeply influenced by his reading of Carl Jung, seamlessly weaves together memories, anxieties, sexual fantasies, and objective reality until they form a single tapestry. It remains the definitive statement on the agony and ecstasy of artistic creation.


Signature Elements of the "Felliniesque"

When we call a piece of art Felliniesque, we are generally referring to a very specific cocktail of visual and thematic motifs:

  • The Circus and the Carnival: Fellini viewed life as an ongoing parade. Brass bands, clowns, and eccentric street performers populate almost all of his films, serving as a joyous counterpoint to existential dread.

  • The Grotesque vs. The Sublime: His casting calls were legendary. He bypassed traditional casting agencies, putting out ads looking for "faces"—exaggerated, unconventional, strikingly expressive features that defied Hollywood standards of beauty.

  • The Seductive, Overwhelming Matriarch: Heavily tied to his Italian Catholic upbringing, women in Fellini's films are often towering, mythic figures of primal comfort, sexual awakening, or absolute authority (symbolized perfectly by Anita Ekberg in the Trevi Fountain or Saraghina dancing on the beach).

  • The Haunting Melodies of Nino Rota: It is impossible to separate Fellini's imagery from the music of composer Nino Rota. Rota’s scores—alternating between melancholic circus marches and sweeping, nostalgic waltzes—provided the emotional spine for Fellini’s surreal landscapes.

"A talking picture cannot be entirely real... It is a mechanical world that we must load with a weight of truth. The artist's business is to create his own world."

Federico Fellini





It is impossible to separate the cinematic vocabulary of Federico Fellini from the musical mind of Nino Rota. Their 27-year collaboration, spanning 16 films until Rota’s death in 1979, represents one of the most symbiotic pairings in art history.

Fellini famously admitted that he didn’t even need to look at the editing bay when Rota was playing the piano; he knew the film was coming together simply by listening. Rota’s scores did not merely sit underneath the images—they actively dictated how Fellini’s films moved, felt, and collapsed structural logic.

1. The Narrative Structure: Music as the Director

Fellini was notorious for his fragmented, episodic narrative structures. Films like La Dolce Vita, , and Amarcord completely abandon traditional three-act Hollywood plots. Rota’s music served as the connective tissue—the structural glue—that kept these sprawling mosaics from falling apart.

  • The Leitmotif as a Narrative Anchor: Rota utilized recurring themes (leitmotifs) to anchor the emotional identity of characters across shifting timelines and dream sequences. In La Strada, the simple, haunting trumpet melody played by Gelsomina acts as a spiritual thread. Long after she is gone, that same melody returns to crush the brutal Zampanò with the realization of what he has lost. The music carries the narrative weight that dialogue refuses to state.

  • Scoring Before Shooting: Unlike most directors who bring in a composer for post-production, Fellini often had Rota compose core themes before or during production. Fellini would blast Rota’s music through loudspeakers on set. The actors didn't just speak their lines; they modulated their voices, walked, and gestured to the rhythm of Rota’s tempo, transforming the entire blocking of a scene into a choreographed dance.

2. Setting the Tone: The "Tragicomic" Duality

The core of the "Felliniesque" style is its intentional tonal ambiguity: the way joy and profound existential sadness coexist. Rota was a master of this exact psychological duality.

  • The Circus March as Existential Counterpoint: Fellini viewed human existence as a chaotic, slightly ridiculous parade. Rota captured this by taking the sonic language of the circus—parade drums, boisterous brass, jaunty organs—and deliberately injecting minor-key modulations or slowing the tempo down.

  • The Sweet and the Sour: In , the chaotic finale features a frantic circus march that should feel triumphant, yet it carries an undercurrent of deep melancholy. Rota’s music reassures the audience that while life might be an absurd circus, it is a profoundly beautiful and moving one. It allowed Fellini to explore heavy themes like creative paralysis, aging, and death without ever letting the films slide into bleak nihilism.

3. Smashing the Wall Between Fantasy and Reality

As Fellini drifted away from Italian Neorealism into pure surrealism, Rota’s music became the vehicle that transported the audience between psychological states.

[ Objective Reality ] ──( Music Modulates / Tempos Shift )──> [ Subconscious Fantasy ]
  • Diegetic vs. Non-Diegetic Fluidity: Rota regularly blurred the line between music happening inside the world of the film (diegetic) and music played just for the audience (non-diegetic). A brass band playing live on screen will seamlessly morph into a massive, sweeping orchestral score. This stylistic choice disorients the audience's sense of logic, making the transition from a real-world Roman street to a surreal memory feel entirely natural.

  • Musical Pastiche: For La Dolce Vita, Rota expertly blended high-brow classical arrangements with contemporary jazz, lounge music, rock-and-roll, and traditional Italian folk. By smashing these genres together, the score mirrors the moral vacuum and chaotic superficiality of modern Rome—juxtaposing the sacred with the cheap and commercial.

"The most precious collaborator I have ever had, I say it right away and don't even have to hesitate, was Nino Rota... He had a geometric imagination, a musical approach that was celestial. He didn’t need to see the images from my films. When I asked him what melodies he had in mind for a story, I realized that he had already innerly viewed it."Federico Fellini





Amarcord is a semi-autobiographical mosaic that captures a year in the life of a fictional Italian seaside town (based on Fellini's birthplace, Rimini) during the 1930s. It is celebrated for its dreamlike atmosphere, eccentric characters, and its satirical look at life under Italian Fascism.





Evolution from I Vitelloni (1953)

Amarcord serves as a fascinating spiritual sequel to Fellini's early masterpiece, I Vitelloni. Both films focus on a group of aimless young men idling away in a provincial coastal town, dreaming of sex and grandeur while avoiding the responsibilities of adulthood.

However, the twenty-year gap between the two films completely transforms the approach:

  • I Vitelloni: Shot with a lingering Neorealist aesthetic. The provincial life is bleak, the loneliness is palpable, and Moraldo’s eventual escape by train at dawn is treated as a somber, necessary survival tactic.

  • Amarcord: The bleakness is filtered through a surrealist lens. The melancholy is still there—especially in the sequence where Titta’s mother dies and the family home feels suddenly hollow—but it is cushioned by grotesque comedy and mythic hyperbole.






Fascism as "Eternal Adolescence"

Fellini uses the town’s rituals—the parades, the gymnastics displays for Fascist officials, and the obsession with authority—to critique the regime. He famously suggested that Fascism was a form of "stunted growth" or "eternal adolescence," where the citizens remained in a state of immature obedience.

Memory and Subjectivity

The film does not claim to be a factual history. Instead, it is a "remembrance of things past," filtered through the lens of childhood imagination. This is evident in the heightened, caricatured appearances of the townsfolk and the surreal quality of events like the passage of the Great Liner SS Rex.

Sensuality and Discovery

Much of the film deals with the burgeoning sexuality of Titta and his friends. They are obsessed with local figures like Gradisca, the town's glamorous "it-girl," and the local tobacconist, whose physical proportions are legendary in the film's lore.





Visual and Musical Style

  • Cinematography: Giuseppe Rotunno created a soft, hazy look that mimics the "fog of memory."

  • Music: The score by Nino Rota is one of the most famous in cinema history. Its whimsical, circus-like themes perfectly capture the bittersweet feeling of nostalgia.

  • Production Design: Despite being set in Rimini, the film was shot almost entirely on the legendary Teatro 5 at Cinecittà Studios in Rome, allowing Fellini complete control over his "dream versions" of the town.





One of the most famous sequences involves the entire town rowing out into the Adriatic Sea at night to witness the passage of the SS Rex, a massive Italian ocean liner.

  • To the townspeople, the ship represents progress, national pride, and a world beyond their small village.

  • To Fellini, it is a "ghost ship"—a hollow, brightly lit spectacle of the Fascist era that passes by without ever actually connecting with the people.






The Tree Sequence: "Voglio una donna!"

One of the film’s most famous sequences perfectly demonstrates how Fellini balances psychological breakdown with absurdist comedy. The family takes Uncle Teo—who is temporarily staying in an asylum—out for a day trip to the countryside. Teo climbs a massive tree and begins hurling rocks while screaming at the top of his lungs: "Voglio una donna!" ("I want a woman!").

While hilarious on the surface, the scene operates as a microcosm for the entire town. Every character in Amarcord is suffering from a form of intense emotional or sexual repression, trapped in their own personal isolation. It takes the character deemed "mad" by society to vocalize the raw, unvarnished truth of what they are all desperately craving. Tellingly, the only person who can coax him down is a dwarf nun from the asylum, who commands him with absolute, unquestioned institutional authority—a subtle echo of the larger political submission happening down in the town square.

Would you like to explore how Fellini handles the transition of seasons as a narrative clock, or look into his collaborative screenwriting partnership with Tonino Guerra for this film?





 Legacy and Awards

  • Academy Awards: Won the Oscar for Best Foreign Language Film (1974).

  • Cultural Impact: The word "Amarcord" entered the Italian dictionary to describe a nostalgic look back at the past.

  • Influence: Its episodic, nostalgic structure influenced many subsequent films, including Woody Allen’s Radio Days, Giuseppe Tornatore's Cinema Paradiso, and even Paul Thomas Anderson's Boogie Nights in terms of its ensemble energy.